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im fallingtheres nothing aroundall i see is darknessno painno tearsnothing to harm meno bottomno topall i see is nothingnot even a sliver f hopenot even oneonly you can save mefrom what is to comeyour my hopeyour my loveyour my joyyour the painthat i will never forget
chapter one peter a man with lots of dreams wanted nothing more but a good wife and few children. he sit in his house looking out the window. their were people outside walking to the market and some was dress for a good day a work. a woman walk past with her husband and children. then another woman walk past and then he jump up and with right out the door. he walk toward the lady but she pay him no mind. he look at her and she smile as to say hi but i am in a rush. he smile back and said what your name lovely lady. she chuckle, look at him and said do i know you. no but you can get to kno me, you know what i mean. no i dont. you look like a good woman and i would like to get to know you better. she chuckle, i bet you say that to every woman. no only you babe. dont call me baby, im not your baby ok. ok dam woman dont have to get all heated you, a man just trying to get to know you. well you sure doing it the wrote way, can you excuse me i have to go get my baby and you sure is slowing me down. can i come. no you cant dont you have some thing to do. yes but for you i will but all that a side. laugh, dont you have ways with word. that not the only thing i have ways with if you let me i will show you. laugh ok will you give me a break and stop it with your pick up line, i am a lady and do you really think im gonna fall for them line. well please do because i would love to see you again. you just dont give up do you. no, so you just got to get use to it. ok if i give u my name would you leave me alone. yes and give your number too. jane and my number is 917- 122- 3241. aww why is a handson man like you out here wasting your time throwing pick up line at me when you can be home with your wife or something. i dont have a wife. why not. long story, i will tell you on our first date and i will be calling you. nice meeting you bunch of roses. nice meeting you too.
I drop my shield, I hang my head. No love means no life; the war is dead. I admit defeat and throw up my flag. My heart has perished, it's corpse I drag. This battle had lasted through blood and tears, Only to end up as my biggest fear. To lose the one I love the most Enraged with envy; its power is gross, But whats worse is what I'm about to do ...because i can't have love, without you.
times are good although people are not suround yourself with friends cuz thats all you got listen to your mind but follow your heart people can change but youll have to start watch what they say and watch wat they do keep them together whoevers closest to you dont worry now life will get better in time you just have to becareful to make it all rhyme
There's this girl. Everyone thinks she's beautiful, talented, caring, & funny ...but she never does see that in herself. She's always negative toward herself, but never towards anyone else. There's this saying I always hear; "If you can't love yourself, how the hell are you going to love someone else?" She doesn't love herself ...but has no problem giving her heart out to people who, you would think, don't deserve it. She spends her days putting on a smile ..it's like she's playing charades, but the only person who doesn't know this, is her. She carries around a smile during the day. At night, she's breaking down in a river of tears because of all the hurt she holds in. She spends hours picking out everything that's wrong with her instead of noticing her perfection. So, is it bad to hold in your problems & bottle everything up, because ... I'm that girl. I don't know how to love myself. I never learned, & doubt that I ever will. Can I continue life ...when I'm only living a lie? Will there be a moment where my tears will no longer fall & my wheeps no longer be heard? Will it all be over because of a little taunt or because a name that was uncalled for. Maybe the original "you're ugly" comment. Is this what my life is limited to? I'm not too sure of the answers myself ...
As I opened your letter, a smile was on my face. & As I finished your letter, there were tears; smile replaced. Tears land on the letter, burning through them like fire. Knowing then & there; it's the end of my hour. Minutes counting down; wheeping gets harder. Rethinking my thoughts; situations a bother. Only seconds left. Take a breathe; a sigh. The only thing I could reply is "bye".
Far too gone this lady has for she is in venus and i am in mars her boat set sail one passenger less and i swam to meet it only for stress oblivious to the truth i ignore the pain getting my feelings hurt time and time again a glutton for punishment or third eye blind oh why to those who treat me bad i am always kind history repeats itself nothings new under the sun wars have merely upgraded from spears to guns my bulletproof vest is tattered i cant take anymore the next round that hits sadly im dead for sure relationships always start good hope is for dummies it doesnt someone loves you because they give you money so on this ledge i sit writing tales of the end and for my hands grip this is the last pen no need for consoling or someone to talk to remember its smart to doubt people but stupid to doubt you so do as i say and not as i do to the one who is reading this i am already gone for i wil fade in memory and bullshit will surely live on
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